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the name's Caitin,
but pronouncing that is atrocious,
so call me Kayden.
i admire boldness, so come up and talk to me :]

the book of my life,
is still being written.
who knows if it'll ever be read?

i'm always in love, (to an understandable extent)
despite my hesitance towards its entirety.

i'm a truly caring person,
but only towards those deserving such treatment.
appease my constant curiosity;
adventure with me throughout the unknown,
and you'll have my respect forever.

i'm only human,and when crossed, i can get pretty fierce.

i may look harmless,
but i've always got a trick up my sleeve.;;
constantly contemplating your next move.

play with me, we'll see how far you get.

whattodo whattodo

Mon Oct 12, 2009, 1:50 AM
it's really over.
attention hasn't meant anything for days; has it been weeks? it could have.
compliments; are like empty threats, don't even make you flinch.
if i can't feel anything about anybody,
and i can't feel anything when people compliment me.
when am i supposed to feel?
perhaps, by attempting to become something other than what i was,
i had to shed all ability to feel?
i'm suprised i never realized, or once thought, that i'd not want compliments and attention. i'm not even sure that i don't want it anymore, it's just that, when i get it, it's not the same at all. it's like nothing happened, it stopped being a big deal. everything is.
but doesn't everyone have something that they see as a 'big deal?'
if i've gotten over mine,
what am i supposed to go to.
what happens next?
i'm so dependant on all of those things i've just
recently lost.
that i'm...
like a fish out of water.
care to watch me suffocate?
it's everybodys favorite trickk;
who will give their hand,
and even want to save me.
who is 'me' anymore.
ohfuck.

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: under your bed
  • Interests: chill scenes; anything remotely illegal or unhealthy; adventures; romance.
  • Favourite movie: repo a genetic opera
  • Favourite band or musician: nevershoutnever 3oh!3, escape the fate, stephen jerzak
  • Favourite genre of music: something that'll calm me down, or lyrics that make me think and wonder,if it makes me smile=wi
  • Favourite artist: ...never shout never;
  • Favourite photographer: anything that makes me feel; truly.
  • Favourite style of art: digital photography; still life or glamour shots.
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod; <3
  • Skin of choice: my skin. regardless of my distaste towads it; x]
  • Favourite game: playing with hearts;
  • Favourite gaming platform: i play everywhere i go; with anyone i deem fit.
  • Favourite cartoon character: L
  • Personal Quote: fuck anorexia you're still ugly on the inside;
  • Tools of the Trade: cigarettes; hair dye; eyeliner; cellphone. prettylittlepills.

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:icontraceyyaromi:
~TraceyYaromi Oct 11, 2009, 10:21:49 PM
Hey wussup

--
One chance to live left,
One second to make a breath,
100th time to get up again,
all the time to waste away.
:iconnemori:
~nemori Oct 11, 2009, 10:53:06 PM
heyy; do i know you?

--
fuck anorexia; you're still ugly on the inside.

:/
:iconmysticalnomad:
~MysticalNomad Oct 11, 2009, 10:20:27 PM
You're very poetic!
I love that! :aww:

--
"The most complicated situations are solved by the simplest solutions." - Me.
:iconnemori:
~nemori Oct 11, 2009, 10:52:54 PM
how do you figure?
alot of the time, i'm simply stating what's on my mind.
and it's not poetic in any way.
sometimes the words i can pull up happen to be beautiful, but it doesn't seem like something that happens often at all.

--
fuck anorexia; you're still ugly on the inside.

:/
:iconmysticalnomad:
~MysticalNomad Oct 11, 2009, 11:14:13 PM
My mind doesn't work in the way that most people's do.
Face value is a value that I can never find since I'm looking too far beyond it.
And everthing there is like poetry in motion as things begin to unravel.
You may not think so and you may not see it, but I do.
:aww:

--
"The most complicated situations are solved by the simplest solutions." - Me.
:iconchrisvalour:
~chrisvalour May 19, 2009, 4:23:29 AM
thanks for the comment. I really appreciate it. so, how are you?

--
Well Jason. Why don't you go fuck yourself

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:iconnemori:
~nemori May 26, 2009, 1:02:50 AM
i'm decent.
though i go by each day
only knowing that i'll be getting
my fix the moment cash enters my possession.
i'm addicted to these pretty little pills.
harmless really, but i've come to find them necessary for just about anything these days.

--
fuck anorexia; you're still ugly on the inside.

:/
:iconkillxkiss:
~KillxKiss Mar 27, 2009, 6:02:06 AM
ur so purty meruru

--
these winds of fate that move us, they sometimes lose us, and we are lost and gone
:iconnemori:
~nemori May 13, 2009, 11:24:31 PM
don't lie to me so easily ginnyy;
its disgusting.
im hideous, its obvious.
have i changed at all?

--
fuck anorexia; you're still ugly on the inside.

:/
:iconkillxkiss:
~KillxKiss May 22, 2009, 6:04:30 AM
meru u are always gorgeous
seriously
i hate being eiht u b/c my self esteem dies

--
these winds of fate that move us, they sometimes lose us, and we are lost and gone
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